CLEAN : Survivor still in shock from Quito flood

The transcript captures a series of fragmented thoughts and reflections, touching on themes of technology, personal interactions, and emotional reflections. It begins with initial remarks, moves into a discussion about meeting someone and losing an avatar, and concludes with emotional reflections and final thoughts.

What does the speaker mean by 'Kitty, almost. But I lost my avatar.'?

How does the speaker feel about soldiers based on the statement 'Don't you love? Soldiers.'?