CLEAN : Filipino churchgoers celebrate dawn Mass in Christmas countdown

The transcript covers a range of topics, starting with an introduction and context setting. It then delves into personal reflections and experiences, highlighting feelings of guilt and responsibility. The speaker concludes with a self-realization about personal duties and identity, emphasizing growth and understanding.

What does the phrase 'that's part of my guilt feeling' suggest about the speaker's emotions?

What challenges does the speaker face in their current situation?