CLEAN : Images of beach bar in Brazil's Rio where young man was brutally murdered

The video tutorial discusses the concept of 'Sworder boy' and reflects on life's challenges, likening it to a war. It includes personal reflections and a presentation of slides, offering insights into the speaker's thoughts and experiences.

What emotions are conveyed through the phrase 'So. Running again.'?

What can be inferred from the statement 'And then those slides. I say yeah.'?