Johnson accepts he misled MPs but insists he spoke ‘in good faith’

The speaker expresses humility and offers a sincere apology for a gathering in the cabinet room, emphasizing that all guidance was followed. They acknowledge that decisions were made without their personal involvement. The speaker then experiences a visual disturbance, noticing black specs in front of their eyes. Finally, they thank the audience and conclude with a farewell.

What does the speaker refer to when mentioning 'black specs'?

What is the final message the speaker conveys to the audience?