American Federation of Musicians President James C Petrillo closes remarks at the 1953 annual Christmas party for blind

The transcript discusses the anticipation of the 18th consecutive party next year, expressing hope for many more celebrations. It includes blessings and well wishes for the attendees, particularly the old timers, and concludes with a speaker's reflection and a collective blessing for all.

Reflect on the phrase 'Speaker off for always forgot himself.' What could this imply?

What emotions might the speaker be feeling when they say 'May I say this time'?