Statement outside Old Bailey by the widow of PC Andrew Harper

The speaker reflects on their initial expectations to discuss a hopeful future, but instead addresses the impact of a court verdict related to a crime that affected their life deeply. Despite the efforts of the justice system, the verdict brings no solace, and the speaker expresses disappointment and ongoing pain due to the loss of a loved one. The crime is described as brutal and senseless, and the verdict fails to provide the justice hoped for.

What emotions did the speaker convey about the pain they will continue to feel?

In what way did the speaker express disappointment regarding the verdict?