CLEAN : Sepp Blatter arrives at court for verdict in fraud trial

The speaker reflects on personal integrity, emphasizing their innocence in certain situations while acknowledging past mistakes. They discuss the nature of their relationships, highlighting a good friendship despite separation. The speaker concludes with a reflection on innocence and life experiences.

What does the speaker mean by saying they are 'clean as a white piece of paper'?

What feelings does the speaker express regarding their conscience?