Status Quo's Rick Parfitt talks about narrowly surviving heart attack

The transcript describes the speaker's fascination with live performances, particularly their desire to attend and experience them firsthand. It delves into the anticipation and backstage activities before a show, capturing the surreal feeling of being part of a live gig, even if only in imagination.

How does the speaker feel about being part of the performance?

What does the speaker mean by describing the experience as surreal?