I think about how else can I do it?

I get upset

I get angry

I keep trying

I feel jealous and I don't express it

I try to find out how they did it

I get angry

I get upset

I beat myself up

I'm sad but I think about what can I learn

I apologize and take it as feedback

I get very frustrated

I think I'm the best

I'm exhilarated

I document how I achieved it so that I can replicate

I wonder some more

I tell myself I can do it

I refuse to go up on stage

I make fun of others

That if I share I can come up with more

I get upset

I take on all the responsibility happily

I keep trying other ways to ensure everybody is in

I step back because - All for one, one for all

I think they don't love me

I get disappointed

I find ways to spend time with each of them

I think of how might I/we solve them

I think - why is nobody solving them?

I feel a lot of pity

I research and collect information about what can I do?

I give up

I persevere

I complain

I seek guidance to move forward