CLEAN : Qatari female jockey gallops into male-dominated world

The speaker expresses excitement and motivation to practice more, having reached a significant milestone by being considered for the Emir's Cup. Despite being older and less fit than others, the speaker focuses on intelligence as a strong point, watching videos and meditating to improve techniques. The latter part of the transcript is unclear and fragmented.

What emotions did the speaker express about their current situation?

What role does meditation play in the speaker's preparation?